she's the one

i met her about 3 weeks ago. when i saw her, suddenly i felt that there are such much hope in this world, and life isnt that bad after all. she's the one who revive my hope and passion in life.

however, there's one thing that bothers me.. i have no clue of how to get to know her more and build a strong base of friendship with her at this moment.

only if... only if she's willing to open up herself to me and when i gain her trust... sigh..

i was away...

dear all, i have been away for quite sometime.. i dont mean to be away to some other state or country. i was away from going online and blogging. haha...

well, i left my previous company on 16th feb, had a nice long break during cny, and started my new job on 1st march. ah... everything is so different. from a big company to a small company. from a place that is not so jam to a place that is very jam. the worst thing is the amount of stress and pressure that i have to go thru. my boss is just sitting 5 feet from me. besides, i also dont have many things.

recently i had alot of mistake. i was prepared to be fired by her. thank God that she gave me chance. ai... what a terrible situation i am in. i am not sure how long can i stay in this job. i would say that i do not have a choice. if i were to stay in my previous company, i have to bear the expensive toll and parking. other than that, there is no increment this year also..

i pray God that He will give me another job that is nearby my house, a big company, good pay (at least rm 2k) and a job that i can pick up easily. amen!

I Wish...

I don't want you to...

happy valentine's day!

love is in the air... can you smell or feel it? yes, i begin to feel it already.. as for this year, i think i have fallen for someone. i dont know why, when or how it happened? she is just such a nice gal. many people will agree with me on this. haha.. anyway, it is still not the time yet for me to do anything to persue her. we both have things that we need to persue, especially in career.

besides, i also believe that now is the time for us to build ourself up, before we get into the lovey-dovey feeling. no doubt that i wanted to have a gf very much this year, to spend time with me, accompany me always, be by my side supporting me, etc. having said all, i am still not ready yet, especially in term of finances. sigh...

i pray and hope that by next year, i will be already be her close friend, and if God willing, she shall be with me, and i love her with my all...

I am blessed!

Wow! This verse appears over and over again in my mind since last Saturday...

January 29, 2007

VERSE: Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen. -- Ephesians 3:20-21
http://www.SearchGodsWord.org/desk/?query=Ephesians+3:20-21

THOUGHT: Sometimes there is nothing left for us to do except praise God! While we may sometimes dream of doing great things for God and His Kingdom, the dreams aren't as big as God's plans. While we may be richly talented, influential, powerful, or rich, these are merely tools in God's hands, not symbols of our sufficiency. "God is able" has to be one of the best and most accurate phrases in the Bible. But this time, it's said about His work in you in me. He is able much more than we imagine to work through and in us. What can we say to that? Hallelujah!

PRAYER: Loving Father, please help me better know and live Your will. I want to be Your vessel of ministry, healing, blessing, and hope tothose around me at work and play. Please use me to Your glory today, and always. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

haha.. this is good.

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Say also don't listen
Listen also don't understand
Don't undestand also don't ask
Ask also don't do
Do also do wrong
Wrong also don't admit
Admit also don't correct
Correct also not happy
Not happy also don't say

Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.

January 3, 2007

VERSE: Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." -- Hebrews 13:5 http://www.SearchGodsWord.org/desk/?query=Hebrews+13:5

THOUGHT: We have two choices for our lives. We can either live by faithor by sight. We can trust in God's abiding presence and power or wecan depend upon our own resources. But wealth -- like health, status, and reputation -- is subject to decay and disappearance.Only one Source is always there for us and we know we can depend upon him, because he has been there for so many who have come before us. Never is forever and this one "never" I cherish: "Never will I forsake you!"

PRAYER: Holy Father, the Great I Am, thank you for being there tomorrow before I arrive there. Thank you for being there in my past when all others forsook me. Thank you for being there when I was unaware of your presence until I looked back and saw the evidences of your grace. Please give me courage to truly believe your promises, especially this one about your always being there. Your promise hasmade "never" a very important word for me today! Thank you. In the name of your loving Son, Jesus, I pray. Amen.

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas! Ho ho ho! Christmas is definately one of the most beautiful seasons. I like Christmas very much and enjoy its beauty. I always wish that I could go to places like America, United Kingdom or even just Singapore to enjoy Christmas there. But so far, I still haven't get the chance to do so. Let me target next year, to spend Christmas at least in my neighbouring country, Singapore. Haha.. Orchard road will be nice. The environment is just so different from Malaysia.

Anyway, one of the most precious things i learnt about Christmas is that the God of love, King of the universe sent His only begotten Son to earth to restore the relationship between Father God and His children, which are us. God wants to fellowship with us. He got no other way to do so because we humans are sinners, but He is holy. The only way for us to go back to His embrace is by making our sins wash away, forgiven. How?

He had to find someone who is sinless to take away our sins. As a result, He sent Jesus Christ to come among mankind, and finally to die on the cross to take away our sins. Whoever believes in Jesus, their sins are forgiven. I am glad that I know Jesus Christ. Come! Come and know the loving Saviour of the world, the Lord Jesus Christ...

Prayer: Dear Lord Jesus, I thank you for this time of Christmas. I know that more than 2,000 years ago, You came to earth, to live among mankind. I thank you for Your love that You are willing to suffer and die on the cross for me. Right now I commit myself to You, asking You to forgive me of all my sins. I receive You into my life as my Lord and Saviour. Please lead me and guide me from this day onwards. This is definately my most meaningful Christmas. Thank you Lord, in Your name I pray, Amen!

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